| Location | Rotherham |
| Age | 38 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 9/1964 |
| Date of Death | 8/2003 |
| Visitors | 584 since 20/04/2007 |
| Creator |
Pauline Smith
Age 38
Pauline was my much loved auntie and my godmother. I love her with all my heart and I'll never forget her. I was only 12 when she died and I miss her terribly. She never got the chance to see me grow, I'm 16 now and I know she is watching down on me and showing me right from wrong and helping everone who knew her in our lives.
Auntie Pauline's illness was very short and I felt I didnt get to say a proper goodbye to her. I wish I could see her again and live her final month again.
She always had a smile on her face and never gave up, she wanted to fight and everyone believed she would get better auntie Pauline was a fighter.
I can remember every trip I ever went on with her and every day we spent together, nothing prepared me for loosing her. Auntie Pauline touched the lives of eveyone who knew her and we should all be extremely proud that we knew her. Im sooooo proud to call her my auntie!! I never regret the time we spend together and I wouldnt change I single thing about auntie Pauline, she was parfect.
I often sit by myself and think about how my life would be different if she was still here so be a part of my life, it makes me wonder, would I still be who I am? its an answer I'll never know.
I would give anything for aunite pauline to be here again. XXXX
Loads of love your niece
XXXX Chelsea XXXX
x.x.x.x.x.x
Where did you go,
on that sad day in August?
You've been gone so long
when are you comming back?
You left us with teary eyes
we gave you our love
cant you use it to build a stairway?
and come running back home
for you didnt give us any warning
that you were going away
you said goodbye in your own special way
and we didnt even know
you are missed so much
did you know?
we beg you everyday
to come back
you hold our hearts
cant you trade them?
and come back home
where you belong
x
xx
xxx
Love
No goodbye we said,
only a hello I treasure.
For years you blessed my life,
now you are no longer here.
You leave behind my family,
its broken into two.
Half of my heart is in Heaven,
the other half is on Earth.
An amazing auntie,
I once had.
A space no-one can fill,
a love that will never go.
Never to see you again,
forever in eternity you shall stay.
Let her know
Let her know shes loved
Let her know we care
we'll help her every step of the way,
Let her know we're here
Let her know we understand
the battle is hard for her,
Let her know she'll be missed
Let her know she'll never be forgotten
we'll treasure the joy she brought to our lives,
Let her know its okay to say goodbye
Let her know its alright to let go
then shes no longer in pain,
Let her know we'll stay by her side
Let her knowwe'll be there
until shes ready for the last goodbye,
Let her know she'll be remembered
Let her know we'll never forget
then the goodbye wont be hard for her,
Let her know we'll meet again
Let her know it'll be soon
when we meet again.
He Knew Best
God could see you were getting tired
tired of all the fighting
he wanted to ease you of you pain
he wanted you to go to heaven.
But you didnt want to go
you wanted to stay
you fought for as long as you could
God could see you were slipping.
He could see the battle you were fighting all on your own
he wanted to help you
he didnt want to see you suffer
he helped you in the only way he thought he could
God led you to heaven
and we said our last goodbyes
Let her know
Let her know shes loved
Let her know we care
we'll help her every step of the way,
Let her know we're here
Let her know we understand
the battle is hard for her,
Let her know she'll be missed
Let her know she'll never be forgotten
we'll treasure the joy she brought to our lives,
Let her know its okay to say goodbye
Let her know its alright to let go
then shes no longer in pain,
Let her know we'll stay by her side
Let her knowwe'll be there
until shes ready for the last goodbye,
Let her know she'll be remembered
Let her know we'll never forget
then the goodbye wont be hard for her,
Let her know we'll meet again
Let her know it'll be soon
when we meet again.
Gone, but still here
Its hard to accept
that life goes on
without you in my life,
how am I meant to be happy
knowing you are not with me
to be a part of my life,
how I wish you were here
to guide me throughout me life
and be the fantastic auntie I had,
god took you away
he stole you from me
and didnt care about the pain and hurt he caused,
I dont know why he took you away
maybe he was jelious
of the way I loved you,
he took your love and affection up to heaven
so that you could be a role model to other angels
and watch us from heaven,
for hours you'd sit on the clouds
and watch us grieve
wishing you could make us better,
I understand we cant see you
but you can happily watch us grow up
and make you the proudest angel ever.
Forever Loving You
You are the sun, shining in my life
You are the moon, lighting up the nights sky
You are the last thing on my mind before I fall asleep at night.
You where always around when I was in need
or when I had troubles on my mind
you where there, putting my soul at ease.
For I'll be loving you forever
deep in my heart you never left me
and I pray you never left me.
There was no-one in the world
that could love me like you did
that love still remains.
I love you for eternity
no-one can ever tear us apart
you'll always be with me.
Our tears formed the August rain
when we lost you to heaven,
our love we gave you
gently carried you to heavens gates,
the memories we shared
gave you a key,
the braveness you showed
gave us the courage to say goodbye,
our precious goodbyes
gave you the strength to unlock haevens gates,
our wishes to come back werent loud enough
so you entered heaven,
seeing our broken hearts
you knew youd made a mistake,
no power we had
would ever bring you back,
our broken hearts
they are slowly healing,
our tears we cry
will they ever stop?
MY AUNTIE PAULINE
Mentioning you everyday
You had courage and strength
Always forever in my heart
Unable to forget you
Never wanting to say goodbye
Thinking of you always and forever
I will always love you
Enabling you no pain
Perfect in every little way
Another day without you
Uncoditional love sent to heaven
Leaving flowers where you rest
I will never forget you
Never forgetting your smile
Expecting to see you again
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
your in heaven, your an angel
Heaven's gates opened and invited you in
you knew you had no choice
god had chosen you, no one else
once god had opened his gates
he wouldnt close them until you were in
he'd chosen you to be in heaven
he'd chosen you to be an angel
you fought for as long as you could
hoping god would get tired
and close heavens gates
but god didnt get tired
he was waiting for you
he'd chosen you to be in heaven
he'd chosen you to be an angel
you kept on fighting all night
wishing god would choose some one else
you showed you were willing to fight
slowly you began to realise
god wouldnt give in
he'd chosen you to be in heaven
he'd chosen you to be an angel
you knew you had to give up
you knew god had won
the journey was hard
but you knew it had to be made
you got to heavens gates and went in
he'd chosen you to be in heaven
he'd chosen you to be an angel
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